Lil' Tid Bits

Happy FriYay!! 

 

All week I was trying to think of the best ways to show different tutorials. I toyed with the idea of a YouTube channel, I actually have one video currently posted that I need to properly edit. But for the most part, I truly believe that I am currently enjoying just photos so you'll have to be patient until my skills get a bit of fine tuning! 

We tend to have "Crest Kid" smiles!

I have my Beau home until Monday and then our insanity starts again. Being that this is still semi-new in our household, I still struggle with being alone a majority of the time. I believe that while you're alone, you're forced to face your own demons that normally aren't on the surface. Being busy has been the easiest way for me to avoid dealing with some personal issues. But, as it was evidently bound to, my mind finally place all these things in my focus and I was forced to face them. I don't know if this is just me, but independence has always had such an appeal. I'll see people post about going solo to different countries, moving to a new city by themselves knowing not a single soul. I've always envied that. But, now I believe it is my turn to take advantage of our situation and become more of my own. People constantly want to become as each other, I believe that is just human nature. 

Every Letter is Different

Recently, I unplugged from a few social media sites. I haven't done this for attention or to get a rise out of people. Some thinking I disappeared because of drama or whatnot, but in all actuality, I just want a break from that norm. I want to just focus on me, getting into the appropriate classes for Summer, getting my work and study schedule down to a science and establishing a routine! It is healthy for your mind to take a little time to reset. I thought for awhile that since I wasn't keeping up with upcoming generations that I was out of the loop, really it has just taught me that I love being my old self and I don't need to conform!

This has become more of a reflection post than I was intending but I guess that's what having your own blog is all about! Using it to vent but also helping someone who does not even realize they're in the same boat or that others go through the same thing. Recently in a phone conversation with my older sister, I discovered that "growing up" isn't such a bad thing. Learning about myself, establishing a more permanent circle, and getting more independent is what I'm looking forward to! I just keep getting better LOL!

Hope you could take a little something from all this babbling! Have a great Friday all! 

..xobb