Blonde, Sweat & Wine

Oh 2019, what a year! I have to admit, this year taught me a ton, left me speechless at times (I know, stunning right?!), and with some gains as well as losses! I learned how to love myself and see who I am alone, I have ended relationships that were overdue to be ended, and I became a stronger coach with Beachbody! I gained a booty thanks to my amazing workout program and learned how to eat properly! 2019 gave me the strength I needed to end a toxic relationship that was disguised as something much different. The year had it's ups and downs, as does every year, but this one in particular helped me learn what I like and where my future goals lie. I experienced things I thought I wanted and realized where I am heading is exactly where I need to be. Now that that's over, reminiscing can be fun but I am ready for a new chapter! Oh 2020, do I have something planned for you! I am entering this year on a very different foot, starting today with organizing my goals and strate

Today I turned 31, it was a different birthday vibe than I usually have. Typically, I get really into my plans and can't wait for the day to come. Maybe it is because our plans changed drastically suddenly or because of the imminent threat of the hurricane looming in the back of my mind. But today ended up much better than originally anticipated! Of course, I needed the birthday Snapchat filter! Our plans were to go to Croom which is a motocross park ran by the state. The property used to be phosphate mines in Brooksville, it has since been used for motocross celebs and locals for enjoyment. Last minute, literally 5 hours before we were supposed to head north, the boyfriend tells me that due to the pain in the rump hurricane barreling towards the east coast they are closing the park. Talk about blonde emoji facepalm, ugh!! Now, I do not ride a dirt bike, heck I barely have the coordination to walk and chew gum at the same time. But I enjoy disconnecting, hiking, and relaxin

Today was the big day! I got my insulin pump! This has been a total nerve racking thing for me, for almost 31 years I have been a pretty much carefree person. Today I struggled a little when I was with the trainer learning about my new sidechick. I've been joking about it lately, calling the pump my second boyfriend and various other humorous outlets to relieve my anxiety. This honestly really tough for me, and I almost think I wished I was diagnosed at a younger age. Just the constant cycle of a diabetics mind Lately, I have felt very irritable towards diabetes and the recent changes I have implemented in my own life. Yes, it will be good in the long run and life will be easier but at the same time it is a massive change. After having it for a few hours, I felt like a little bit of a freak but it is slowly becoming a new norm. I do like that I have complete control over my illness and can modify it if I need to. What a pair these two!! The Dexcom G6 & t:slim X2 Th

Evidently if you were born between 1981 & 1996, you're a millennial so I figured I would used the "AF" instead of swearing. Do you ever feel like you're just tired of just about everything? Well, that is me the past couple weeks! Just tired of being exhausted with the two consecutive low readings this week between 1 and 4am. Tired of stressing about finances, future & the other F word. Just wanting and needing a break before hitting the ceiling?? Well, welcome to my world this MONTH! Last week, I had one of those good cries. One of those turn the music up, run the bath, wine induced, good Lord save me cries. Where you feel sorry for yourself, want to change everything and move out of the country to your own island moments. This is something most women do on a random basis and, to be honest, it is extremely healthy. I mentioned the "Pancreas Pals" podcast last post and it has truly helped me so much mentally. https://pancreaspals.com/catego

Hey y'all!! It has been a hot minute since my last post, if you noticed the blog title has changed! Very excited about the project I have decided to take on with this blog. Many good things to come!! Originally, this blog was focused on living on a budget. I started blogging a long time ago, took a long break and came back feeling like this wasn't really what I wanted this blog to be about anymore. Yes, I am still a blonde on a budget (LOL!!) however, I wanted to indulge in something more self satisfying. That being said, I want this blog and its posts to portray who I am as a person. About a month ago, I went to a new endocrinologist which is a medical provider that specializes in all things endocrinology (thyroid, diabetes, hormones, etc.). My last endo was absolutely horrible, I went once and he attempted to tell me that I am "not really a diabetic and needed to manage my chronic illness with diet, to not really worry about it". Insert blonde face palm emoji

I hate to tell you this, but we have a love/hate relationship. Yes, I have social media accounts and for some things, they're great!! I can see what my nieces and nephew are up to and keep up with my friends whom I don't get to see very often but it can also become something I've grown to hate. Many times I have heard friends say that social media ruined their relationships, people have been terminated from their jobs due to postings, it gives power to those who don't necessarily know how to use it. This being said, I have conjured up a list of 5 loves and 5 hates of social media, here goes it! Loves (not in any sort of order): 1) It helps maintain connections: I love that I can see what my family and far off friends are up to, heck I saw one of my besties got engaged today and without social media I wouldn't have seen it! My nieces doing ballets, my sister's newest obsessions, what my girlfriends did during the week. I'd be lying if I said that I would