Thirty-Onederful!

Today I turned 31, it was a different birthday vibe than I usually have. Typically, I get really into my plans and can't wait for the day to come. Maybe it is because our plans changed drastically suddenly or because of the imminent threat of the hurricane looming in the back of my mind. But today ended up much better than originally anticipated!

Of course, I needed the birthday Snapchat filter!

Our plans were to go to Croom which is a motocross park ran by the state. The property used to be phosphate mines in Brooksville, it has since been used for motocross celebs and locals for enjoyment. Last minute, literally 5 hours before we were supposed to head north, the boyfriend tells me that due to the pain in the rump hurricane barreling towards the east coast they are closing the park. Talk about blonde emoji facepalm, ugh!! Now, I do not ride a dirt bike, heck I barely have the coordination to walk and chew gum at the same time. But I enjoy disconnecting, hiking, and relaxing at Croom. Needless to say, I was super bummed. HD and I spitballed a few ideas and finally decided to stay local. We ended up at Lazy Springs near home and camped out beachfront! It ended up being the best time!!!

Here are few photos from today:

Birthday twins!

Cheers to 31! I'm ready for another exciting year around the sun!!

..xo the diabetic blonde

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